Interesting post. I don't see why I can't tell you guys, so here goes. Basically, I'm uninterested in pursuing girls or dating them (though I do feel attraction to them). Partially it's because I'm not sure if the experience is worth the trauma, and partially convinced that the right love (not necessarily attached to a body, it could be a feeling like accomplishment or something) exists somewhere in the universe and I feel compelled to seek it out, but it's certainly not available anywhere locally. Maybe what that feeling is... Is happiness or fulfilment. Who knows?