The more I -redacted-.. ..the more this -redacted- me.. ..as I have been reading things that .. I thought I had said, and thought first.. ..only to find the horrors of the -redacted-.. ..that I haven't even -redacted- through yet.. ..-redacted- my direct dialogue.. I thought I should take a break.. ..but then the more I -redacted-.. ..I -redacted- how much time I lost.. ..I have -redacted- so much.. .. what the -blam!- happened .. .. [i]what the -blam!- am I reading?[/i] ..