Yeah it is varv....eye try reaching out or poking muh head out from time-to-time, but it's like the universe/lyf itself for decades has just decided that eye'm either not supposed to exist or am some kind of late bloomer or not destined to have friends or be social.... It almost always ends in failure and embarassment.... It sux because there's some people out there who eye care about but they refuse to listen or haven't otherwise been properly contacted despite muh efforts.... Ever try contacting a gurl wanting to debate 'er on a political issue and open the doors to a relationship (AND NOT BE CREEPY, eye was/am quite cordial) by writing letters/e-mails that take about 3 months each the past year and not get a response other than the first one, which had a large sum of money attached to it? This chyk has mental problems, but refuses to see the light. Eye'd like to be 'er friend and co-worker but seh's rly going down a DARK path the past year and a half since meeting a PSYCHO COWARD NARCISSISTIC BYTCHTARD and 'er EUROTRASH BF.....impeding peoples' Rights....enabling bahd behavior.....very shady business dealings and partners....not right. Advice? Thinking of contacting 'er syster or ex-BF soon....maybe a colleague or two to open up a debate/dialogue over some stuff eye wanna change 'er mind on and help 'er with in regards to the shyt wi DO agree on (which is MOST shyt, but some stuff in disagreement about weighs like a TON of BRICKS).