My condolences to Josh's clan, his friends, and his family. I lost a wife to suicide, and the impact on the living is soul crushing. Be strong and love one another. And please, if you are struggling, ask for help. Never give up. ""Even though in this world we may know grief and suffering, our dreams shall never die." And, Josh, godspeed and good journey. Thank you for your service and your sacrifice. I lived through the pain of Vietnam and the scars never completely heal. All respect for those who serve and sacrifice so we may be free.