I've never been one to go with the meta. I used thorn after the nerf because I thought it was fun. Hawkmoon when it came to xbox and even tried (and failed) NLB. I try many different guns to see what I like best. So far it's nirwens mercy and 1kys or red death and patch a. They're fun for me and suit my playstyle. I switch between gunslinger with high discipline with spine for double trip nades or use sunbreaker with high discipline (notice a pattern lol) and armamentarium for gits and shiggles. Find what's best a have fun. No reason to be mad when you play. That's what life is for. I wish you a high kd and may your connection be lagless guardian. I've been frustrated a few times by MIDA because of the lag and getting shot "around corners" but I've never sent hate mail or raged because of people using meta guns.