I've been there, and it sucks. I lost my dog Brutus nearly 2 years ago,( a black lab and Rhodesian ridgeback mix, big dog lol) and it still hurts. Deepest sympathy bro. It's rough, but it took me a while to understand.. Our house isn't where my dog died, it's where he "lived", and lead a happy life. Hope you can realize the same. Wearing my wolfs cloak, aiming at the moon, and firing off 11 Gally shots, one for each year that Galli brought love to your family.