I feel your pain, went through a similar thing, the shittiest thing about it is all your raid buddies get it, level it up and crap. Tell you it sucks to try to make you feel a little better, pfft, I don't care if it shoots sideways, I just want it for my damn trophy case!!! I eventually did get it, and it's not bad at all! Try getting the Necrochasm though, I was also lucky enough to be one of the first to get that trophy gun.