My life has been spiraling out of control for almost 2 years now. I can't seem to get enough of a footing on my own to even have the means of attending a college, which is something I've aspired to do my whole life. Every goal I set, whether it be short or long term, ends up being set back by an outside force. The amount of hopelessness I feel on a daily basis is becoming physically exhausting, I suddenly developed anxiety and my social life is now difficult to maintain. Depression is a real struggle, because even the most simple thing seems undoable. The closest goal, unable to be reached. The lowest standard, unreachable. And yet, somehow...I'm still here. [spoiler]Sigh.[/spoiler]