Im a young teen in puberty and I really want to touch my best friend but i don't want him thinking I'm gay. When he sleeps over we sleep in 1 bed. We usually change into gym shorts before bed but not in front of each other. Sometimes when he sleeps he spoons me and puts his hands on me. I don't know if he is awake or asleep. I really want to like explore and stuff with him (Like jerk off together or compare dick sizes). is their any way i can get him to touch me when he thinks I'm sleeping or when I'm awake? We don't watch porn with each other either and I don't want to make the move because i don't want to loose my best friend. REMEMBER IM STRAIGHT