I hate public speaking.
The weird thing is that people tell me I'm good at it. I don't see it, though.
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I may be able to explain that. At least, I can explain a similar disconnect that I've experienced. All the little "mistakes" you obsess over while you're speaking? The 5-second pauses to collect your thoughts, the occasional "um" or "uh", a bit of restless hand wringing or fidgeting? The audience doesn't care, or even notice 99% of the time. And by the time you start talking again, they've already forgotten.