I have noticed lately that a lot of people are looking at me at uni. Namely people of the female variety. I don't like this because obviously they're judging me and that makes me avoid everyone. I'm also 50KG overweight and have severe arthritis in my wrists. I don't have any friends and listen to the Backstreet boys and Florence and the machine regularly. I started university last year but put off second semester because I wasn't sure if I wanted to continue. Started again this year. I have red hair and am a 25 year old virgin. I dislike the people around me and fall in love with strangers on the bus. I don't wash my hair. I masturbate numerous times a day; often skipping class to do so. I don't believe in showers and often dream about eating other people. I think that unwashed smelly hair is sexy and my underpants are rather crusty from my masturbation where I don't clean up. My bed smells like mold and my curtains block out all the light entering my room. I crush on every girl that posts on this website and furiously masturbate to pictures of Chad Krouger. I don't like Apple headphones and much rather prefer to buy my own pair seperately. Today I missed two bused because I sat down and didn't want to get up because two girls were sitting beside me and might judge me if I moved. I carry a mirror around with me all day because I hate the way my obese fat face looks but I can't do anything except curve my greasy hair over in a particular way. I wear aviators to uni but everyone calls me names and beats on me. I don't like that I have no money and rely on welfare payments because my only job I got fired from because I didn't show up because I am too fat and too self conscious about it