I need to vent my frustrations. I feel like I'm going to break down man. I've been grinding Sundered Doctrine since Launch, and every run is all armor drops, and never a single god roll, and no luck with focusing either. I've done a hundred expert platinum court of blades and zero god roll adepts. I give up on this game, it's just not balanced, fair, or rewarding. All my time, effort, hard work, my priceless sacrifices, blood, sweat, and tears, see no silver lining, no glorious victory, or shiny keepsake. It doesn't feel good to play this game anymore. It's more stress and let downs then I can possibly handle. I don't think bungie will ever change, and I know they don't care about our individual struggles. They don't realize people want to play to relax, wind down from life's anxieties, and get rewarded fairly in a game. Rather they make the game feel like a second job with an uncaring and stern boss who won't pay you fairly. All we ask bungie, is that you make the game fun and rewarding, that's all. But I get it, greedy corporations only care about numbers, retention, and profits. So you force a fruitless grind to keep player numbers up and sales high. Check your charts, how's that workin' for ya? Anyways, I'm just really really let down. Honestly, I shouldn't let a video game depress me. It's a personal addiction and struggle obviously. But Bungie likes to take advantage of the weak. It isn't right. I need help. I really love this game, and it's a shame how much corruption has been exposed. Anyways, love to hear everyone's thoughts, good or bad, I ain't stressing the negative feedback. Everyone has a right to their opinions.