Pretty much how i felt too. Went flawless 5 times in years one but felt partially carried when the team kept getting 10+ kills per game and me 3 or less. This year, i never went flawless a single time until this past Monday. I had nothing to do on that day so played for 10 hours, yes i know it sounds sad but i thought because i had the time for a change i'd put the effort into it. We persevered and i was able to carry my own weight much better than last year as i have learnt the ways of sniping. It feels much more rewarding when you know you did your very best and succeeded.