I've had an interesting journey when it comes to belief. I was born into a Catholic family, but around a year or two ago I started drifting into agnosticism, and eventually borderline atheism. However, after doing some research, I decided to accept a deist perspective, favoring reason and seeing the most likely God as an indifferent consciousness that sparked the Big Bang. However, I recently started aligning myself with a more pantheistic approach to live in regards to my intense feelings of awe and reverence for nature and the cosmos. Currently, I consider myself to be a humanistic pantheist, as the philosophy of humanism has recently begun appealing to me as well.