I wish I could believe your standard cookie cutter story. However your post does nothing to make me believe your story. Its too easy to drop the "I relate to this situation" posts and its sad that we are replying to these to appease your need for attention. How about you make some friends and maybe find a reason to do things. How about you stop opening yourself to ridicule and the very posts you say affect you. Correct people and report when they do it but do not open yourself to toxicity👓. If you are on Xbox add me if you need an ear. I will warn you I will not be online for chat for the next three weeks as I am on military duty and have crap internet here. I will be playing occasionally though.