The one time I went to seek professional help for my depression, I got imprisoned for six days (5150 with an extension) and slapped with a bill that crippled my finances because I didn't have health insurance at the time (student health center said the place gave free assessments). This will cumulate in me dropping out of college next semester because I can't afford to go and I refuse to let my mother pay for it and I lack the confidence to seek out a job. After all, I'm a high school graduate with not very impressive grades. All in all, my own weakness served to screw me over once again. I do not expect to live past thirty at most.