I went through chronic/severe depression for years.. I was eventually pushed over and now I simply dont care about much anymore. People dont phase me anymore, nothing hurts anymore. People could say terrible things to me and nada. Although, I only care for my son and my parents and siblings. You probably dont want to get to the point where I'm at, simplying not caring about a damn thing, not enjoying things I used to, not laughing at things I used to.. good luck. I'm always here if you need to talk to someone.