There's 5 million people playing Destiny, all of who paid for the game and deserve to enjoy every aspect of it, including exotics. Now here's a newsflash, you are not a special snowflake, you are not unique, and you don't deserve to be unique. And here's another newsflash, putting 5000 hours into a game to finally get a lucky lottery ticket from RNGesus does not make you a good player. And players who don't are not bad players.