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Edited by Nightingale:
9/9/2015 9:59:02 PM
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[i]What is wrong with me? He shouldn't be left alone. [/i]
Kurai?
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*turns around to face you, several tears hit your face* I don't want him to die
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Then I will follow your instructions and not kill him. Not even in self defense. You gave me a second chance. I am willing to give it back trying to give a second chance to another.
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But it's...its even worse if you die *covers my face with the cloak*
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I technically can't fully die... It will just be very painful... [i]If I must omit part of the truth I will.[/i]
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That's even worse *falls to my knees and starts crying loud enough for you to hear*
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Edited by Nightingale: 9/9/2015 10:35:23 PMI've died before. It wouldn't bother me to die again. I'll just come back in a few days. [i]Now I've hurt him...[/i]
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*keeps crying*
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*Sits next to him.* Death is not as bad as you think it is for us.
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I don't care....there's a chance you won't come back
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Anyone who has died has always came back. You are worried over nothing. *Appears distant.* I think it likes me... It will be glad to meet me again.
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I...don't understand *rests my head on your shoulder*
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When we die we see something... It always starts the same... There's nothing... Just darkness... A darkness that we can't even see through... You try to move but you can't... Then it comes... It makes you anew again... As if the pain never happened... I can't ever make out what it looks like or where I am... It's as if it's impossible for us to see... As if we don't know enough to see... Ebrietas refuses to speak about what they are... The rest of us won't dare to force the answer out... I believe it birthed Ebrietas, the eldest of the Kin. *Appears be in a daze.*
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So it's basically reincarnation?
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I don't think so. I keep my power and my age. My thoughts and memories remain. It's like being placed into an exact replica of your body. I ask it questions when it finishes. It occasionally will answer ones it feels are safe for me to know. If it wasn't for the pain I would do it often. I would ask it everything.
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I...guess that makes sense *stops crying and slowly falls asleep*
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*Notices you're leaning on him but doesn't do anything.* [i]I hope you're pleased with yourself. I did what I had to do. I have never seen him that vulnerable before. I bet you love him too... We're only friends. It better remain that way as long as you're in my body. You mortals and your crazy thoughts.[/i]
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*lightly claws your shoulder making a slight scratching sound on the fabric of your clothing*
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Edited by Nightingale: 9/11/2015 7:17:32 PM*Makes sure the claws did not break the skin.* [i]I made him a promise I don't know if I can keep. I don't think Jay can be saved. No... You can do it... You must... Demon lover! That's enough! They don't seem bad. They're just misunderstood. [/i]
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*the claws barely left a mark*
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[i]I have to give him a reason to live. He blames himself for what happened to Jay. I have to help Jay... Without meeting my makers... I'm sure he remembers that my memory is a result of both minds being together. If I die the human will die with me. He cannot live long without my help. Then I will be like Jay... I will end up trying killing my friends...[/i]
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*taps your shoulder* I can hear bits and pieces of what you're thinking
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I must be worrying more than I thought if you can hear what I'm thinking just by touching me... *Looks worried* What did you hear...
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Something about demon lover and arguing about the body
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Sorry. The human part wanted me to kill you. He doesn't want me to help save Jay. If he tried to be more open he would find that you're a good person.
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Which makes me wonder...is there a reason he'd call you that?
