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Edited by TTV.ItsMeVigi: 10/10/2015 7:28:09 AM
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Destiny may have saved my life.

Hello bungie community. This might sound laughable, but to me it was very serious.. I am 20 years old, recently got out of a 2 year relationship with an angel. We did literally everything together. She was my first true love I coulden't stand having away from my side..I was totally twitterpated. This woman cheated on me thrice times and I didin't care I loved her soooo much. She induced self harm thoughts in my head and her own, she'd play mind games with me. Yet I swear on my heart she was all I loved, she was perfect. Well finally one day she left me for some younger punk dude and they both blocked me, and removed me from their life. I was so devastated, I couldent stop hurting myself. I felt no reason to live. But you know what? Destiny was right around the corner. I bought it. I played it day and night. I loved it. I sunk so many hours into grinding up to 30 in vanilla and I had a blast! I refused to think of my ex while playing. This game takes my mind off depression, anxiety and throws me in a well crafted pit of gameplay. My point is, this amazing game was my crutch to heal for the past year. With all my suicidal thoughts finally fading, I cant thank bungie and the community enough for making this awesome game. It may have saved me when I had nothing but regret.. As for now, I'll keep my eyes up. I hope you enjoyed my story. Oh and no I don't give a shit about fate of all fools I need the jade rabbit x.x *edit* Very much appreciate the kind words from all of you. This game, and community, is gold. May the light always be with you against the dark Guardians. *edit 2* I had too, you all are so amazing. I've been on all day grinding my heart out to hit 300 light for the raid to be ready, and I had to pause and read all this again. I feel so damn good now today and I was feeling down earlier. You guys made my night. Edit 3* This is totally offtopic, does anyone want to raidon xbox one? I'm socially awkward and too anxious for lfg..298 light, never set foot in there.. *edit 4* Yes I should have left her after the first time she cheated on me. Dudes. She was free spirited, she probably cheated on me more than three times. I still didin't care. I stated earlier she had me under a spell. I'd never had somone live with me for years before I met her. I really loved this girl. Yeah, I've learned from my mistakes. *edit 5* Now this I didin't want to make..but, I love you guys and please.. You can chill with the "Pfft I woulda left after the first time. This is Fake". I'm Sorry but not sorry that you have never experienced what true love and trust is. Two of my female friends are hardcore swingers and dont even consider breaking up even after watching their partner love somone else. Everyone has their limits. I had high limits. She could have taken my money for video games to buy makeup shes been dying for, even wreck my car. I woulden't drop her like that man..Someday you'll find somone who you feel that way towards, because everyone eventually -blam!-s up, and maybe you wont have what happened to me happen to you :) And you guys can shove your exotics up your ass. I'll earn my own. This was indeed half sob story and half (look this game is good and helped me). Thats it. Nothing more. Nothing less. I dont want your jelly donut fart fate of all fools. Seriously. Some of you are beyond arrogant but I still love you. I wrote this story when I woke up because I was bored.

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  • You're 20, she left you for a younger punk dude? Did she consider you old?

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  • Sank *

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  • Edited by Tomnipotent: 10/12/2015 8:19:12 PM
    I grew up around tough, hard men, it's all i ever knew, so posts like this are so bizzare to me. If a girl cheats on me, i have far too much pride & respect for myselt to ever regard her as anything more than the scum of the earth but taking her back? You must be insane... not only that but ill have my vengeance, vengeance that would crush her, destroy her and leave a life long mental scar... it's just so odd to me to see such a weak man. I was just always taught to be strong, provide, protect, I was taught the importance of loyalty, respect, i walk with extreme levels of testosterone just pouring out of my every pore.. i slay dragons with my bare hands... yet you're here devasted over a fhucking bitch..... Some worthless fhucking bitch that's probably getting her tiny little bootyhole viciously pounding by 3 big black dicks right now. Picture her, her legs wide open and some monstrous black dude just destroying her. I mean his ass is all the way at the ceiling but some how, HE'S STILL INSIDE HER with his thick piece of meat, each vein pulsating as he is literally tearing her in two. ....and you over here crying over her... smh.

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    • My story is similar to yours. I dated a guy for only about 8 months, but before that I had dated a few other douchbags. I had been cheated on by those guys and before my recent ex, I took a full 2 years off of dating because I was feeling vulnerable and I couldn't trust. So when my ex came along, I was obviously in a high state and going through the honeymoon stage again. I learned to trust him and he helped me with that, knowing my past. Then after about 5 months he started cheated on me. Cheating in any way immediately breaks me, after being hurt several times in the past, it really hit home this time. I had never had Anxiety before and it hit like a ton of bricks, I fell into depression and I couldn't even socialize with my friends. I did not have suicidal thoughts, but I sat alone in my room for days. It came to a point where I couldn't go to work because that was where I met him and all his friends and family go there so just seeing them made me break down. I had to take 4 months off of work. The day I took the medical leave, it was October 6th. I knew Destiny had come out in September, so I bought myself an Xbox One and Destiny. (I still remember the day) When I got into playing this game, everything I felt started to go away, I didn't think about my ex, my anxiety and depression were going away. I played Destiny non stop, it made me feel good. I met some awesome people that helped me through my time, listened to me when I explained why I was on Destiny ALL the time and showed compassion. I met 5 guys on Destiny who were all from the same Province I live in, one of which I'm dating currently. :). We are all pretty good friends now and I do thank Bungie for making this game. Gaming has been a huge part of my life, but Destiny pulled me out of my dark days and I found a very loving BF who has the same interests as me. We've been dating since January. He even bought me a Destiny Ice cream cake.

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      • You go man keep goin and get stronger "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger"

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      • Hey sure ill raid with you toss me a msg. Gt same as name

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      • If my wife cheated and I found out id collect so much -blam!-ing evidence and let her do it then surprise her with divorce papers and not even say why :) then when we appear in court my lawyer can present all of the evidence i gather of the cheating and bam I walk out of that courtroom with a smile on my face and it would feel like a bullet hit her just as hit me when she cheated. That's revenge done right boys

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        • Congrats dude. You sound like a great guy. This must have been the right thing for you, cuz it sounds like a you're better than she deserved See you star side guardian

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        • Why the -blam!- you lying?

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        • Don't why but I feel like this a fat guy in a chicken costume trolling us....not sure why I thought that......

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        • good for you. moving on, anxiety and depression are not diagnosable symptoms. they're simply emotions. when someone says they suffer from either, they actually suffer from a fear of them. these negative emotions, tho potentially debilitating, are necessary to growing your own inner self. no pain, no gain. that doesn't only apply to working out, but also to working in

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          • You're welcome

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          • I think that the world was not designed correctly. No offense, but people like you stick out like a sore thumb. Hell, even I do, I honestly have no idea why I'm not in an asylum yet. I hope that one day, people like your ex will be removed via social darwinism but in the meantime, all of us "damaged goods" will enjoy a world where we chose our fate. I'm sorry if I insulted anyone. Feel free to bash me in the comments.

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            • Walk away and buy a dog as I always say...

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              • We all know you just want an exclusive exotic.

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                • *groan* Another Ally-Sheedie-Breakfast-Club-Purse post. Pass.

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                  • I don't think that it's laughable at all. I'm glad destiny was able to take you away from that depression. It's funny I actually tell people who are depressed or have too much on the mind to just... play a video game! And they might not take it serious but I know for myself video games has helped keep me away from things I probably shouldn't do, and even keeps me from dwelling on things that would depress me. I think some people overlook even what good can come from a video game.

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                  • Edited by ButtHurt: 10/8/2015 3:55:29 PM
                    Congrats on getting over your depression. Must have been hard for ya. You know thinking about your "Angel" your definition of perfection getting her face plastered while on her knees. Or on her back, legs as open as a field in Montana with her new "punk" plowing her like it was planting season. Her being satisfied beyond measure as she laughs at thoughts of you stuck in woes me grind of self satisfaction. But again, good job bro! Edit: wow ppl get so touchy, honestly if this guy had had someone like this pounding those images in hi head much faster, he would have been happier sooner. Tough love it what it takes, obviously this chick was an angelic whore, and anyone that bought her a mcdonalds value menu meal would have gotten their willy batted around like a cat toy. Get mad

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                    • I have very much a similar story im left as pretty much a hermit after the relationship ordeal and destiny gets me talking to other people and time to break from anxiety and dark thoughts that plague the mind without warning. Destiny has been wonderful and helped buld my sekfcesteem and outlook on life i hope it continues to do the same for you.

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                    • Anxiety, depression, it ain't easy, I know. And it's great being a gamer, is it not? To go from the world that rejects us to one that welcomes us as heroes.

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                      • Wanna know something funny? I was with a girl which I felt similar about for 4 years leading up to destiny's launch. A week before beta she smashed my ps4 cause I told her to get out my house. We broke up and boy did I realize how pathetically pointless a relationship is, and how at the very sole of everything lovey, the concept of love is only created out of the fear of not wanting to be alone, and also wanting to be accepted. The strong people in life are the ones who are true to themselves and realize most of the time, a relationship is just an addiction that gets in the way of more important things. Don't stress, much less hurt yourself over something as trivial as love. Enjoy destiny good sir. Hop onto battlefront too! -blam!-in sick graphics.

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                      • I understand where you've been. Just a few words of advice, be careful that you don't lean on Destiny as a crutch after you no longer need to. I've done that with other games and I can say with full certainty that it will hurt you in the long run if coping mechanisms are continually used when you're ready to move on. That kind of stuff can lead to you depending on a game to get by indefinitely, and just perpetuate denial. Not only is that not healthy, but no one should have to go through that emotionally

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                      • I just came a little bit.

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                      • This is me too guardian, you're not alone.

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                      • I is a TadPaul

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