I stopped actually finding things disturbing a while ago. I've seen puppies thrown into a river. Puppies set on fire. People set on fire. People having their fingers cut off and decapitated with wire. People cutting themselves open. The site of an explosion at a school with a lot of corpses. can't remember the country it was in. A guy getting gunned down in the street. People just after having limbs blown off. The internet has shown me much.