I've read this at least 10 times now.
It's like a mystery thriller that you watch and go, "wow, that was pretty interesting!", and every time you watch it again you learn a little bit more. You gain another part of the mystery and internally yell, "OHHHHHH, man, how'd I miss that?"
You never really fully understand everything, but you have theories...good theories you think. Maybe one day you'll pop the movie in and solve the riddle, but you're really just enjoying the ride and love hunting for another piece that will make the proverbial puzzle a bit clearer.
Thank you Cowboy Harambe, sincerely, you've provided us a gift that will continue giving.