I think a good step toward recovery is first admitting that you have a problem. I salute you.... I, too, reload more often than I should. It started slowly. Just reloading with friends.... no big deal.... But after a while I was spending hours reloading. Looking for perks like Outlaw and Spray and Play.... One of the things that helped me was the Cocoon perk on Kings Fall weapons. But that led to other problems. I began switching guns that weren't raid weapons when they were empty and when I switched back they were still empty! This led me to other problems.... We are all in this together. One day at a time.../