[spoiler]This is just more venting. Nothing to worry about.[/spoiler] Fuсk it, I can do this. I've made it this far and I'll be damned if I have to stop now. A man named Church put it best: [quote]"There are so many stories about some brave hero, who sacrificed themselves to save the day. The survivors all cheer, and everyone lives happily ever after. But the hero, he never gets to see that ending. He'll never know if this sacrifice made a difference. In the end, he just has to have faith. Ain't that a bitch."[/quote] I need to have faith in my friends, my family, and myself. Maybe, just maybe... it'll help me. Maybe I'll get better. Maybe... I'll be happy. Come hell or high waters, my resolve cannot break. I will learn, I will grow, I will succeed. Once again, Church put it best: [quote]"Okay world, do your -blam!-ing worst! 'Cause I sure as hell just did mine."[/quote] There's nothing left for me to lose. No more suicidal thoughts, I think it's about time I earned a little something to gain.[spoiler]This is just more Venting. I'll probably be doing these more frequently from now on. Some may be positive, others may be negative. Feel free to ignore them all, this is just for me.[/spoiler]