So lately I have just felt empty, lack of motivation for school, not enjoying what I like as much as I used to and my gender dysphoria with right wing parents (and im catholic so i have really nothing to stop my dysphoria without being basically kicked out ) along with depression has just been getting worse. And like I don't feel motivated in school because, to put it like Vaas said, its the same shit over and over again, this isn't me trying to be funny either.. That's legit how I feel "go to school, do pointless shit, get treated like shit, get pointless work that won't do anything for you, rinse and -blam!-ing repeat. I'm not motivated to do anything, and I wish I could just die but I'm not even motivated enough to do that, I'm just wasting space in the world. Edit: Should I also tell my parents about my gender dysphoria? Do you guys have any advice? I just had to get this shit off my chest because its been bothering me for ages now Fallout 4 helps get my mind off it.... That is until the frame rate drops into the single digits and I can't be assed to reopen the game I just wanna give up sometimes... ;-; does it even get better? Edit: was with my friends, nice and happy, motivated to take a test Then I woke up ;-; edit 2 so how do i tell my parents? they are very republican...