Basically, I want to know if anyone wants to hear more of the things I write when I'm high. Clarification: I'm not getting high off of weed, I'm getting high off of a medically prescribed sedative that deals with anxiety and panic attacks. Furthermore, I don't do it for fun. I only use it a couple times a week if I feel like I'm gonna have a panic attack. It's used with moderation.[spoiler]Be warned, it's pretty introspective.[/spoiler]I am lost in the prison of creation. My retribution is my sin. I am not free. There can only be one on top. My insignificance is matched only by my arrogance. Yin and Yang, but instead of balancing each other out, they amplify both sides. Logic and consciousness shall be my divisor. Madness is the only sane answer. Unstable. I can't keep giving up my humanity to hold together. The only sign that I retain any sanity is the awareness of my own insanity. The line dividing Man from Monster is the same line between Genius and Madman, one side has, pride, power, wisdom, and persistence. The other side has pain, fear, rage, and ignorance. I have yet to decipher which side is which. Where have I gone? Where will I go? Am I willing to follow this rabbit hole further? Wake up. Wake up. Wake up and see the world as you've never seen it. Leave logic behind, for it is holding you back. Leave all thoughts behind, they will only slow you down. Look upon the world, and feel. Become part of the universe, and accept existence for all it is. Let nothing be everything, and everything be nothing. And in the end, just let existence be. [spoiler]Yeah, I become edgy when I'm high.[/spoiler]