No. Give up on life. Accept your fate. Take that low paid job. Marry that woman and grow old together.Watch what was once a loving relationship turn from such to one of tolerance, to one where she is doing your friend, to sadness, to outright loathing. Welcome the sweet embrace of death, then know you will decay as the earth slowly dies, billions of years before the entire collapse of our galaxy and then the heat death of the universe. Or....you could...you know....follow that dream.