I know you're wanting attention because you openly admit to it. But tell me. Your boyfriend also visits this site. Is it your intention for him to stumble upon this thread and see that you have enlightened the entirety of the Flood to his and your personal problems? If so, what is this supposed to accomplish? Enlightenment and advice is one thing, but there's a reason you seek that out privately and not in front of the person you need advice about. I'm just confused as to your motives is all.