dyings not bad, one moment you're alive and struggling, when you start to fade you won't be able to remember it. the next moment you're in an eternity of restful sleep, everything about your life suddenly becomes so miniscule. there's no reason to think or worry. the eternity passes in seconds when you regain your body, voices noises and lights are blurry and bright. then you realized you just fainted after getting your covid vaccine and you're on your back surrounded by nurses in the mall.

I haven't watched anyone die and I don't want to. I have experienced the loss in their passing, and that's not something I want to do again.