[i]*Loads TX-130 SaberTank lazer round*[/i] This summer I going there see my grandmother who has recently had a stroke and I'm going there to help take care of her. I'm not sure if I want to live there permanently though as half of the most important part of my life has been in the Americas. Also about your social anxiety problems, I may be able to help you with that as during my depression I did have a lot of socializing problems. What I would suggest is just to get into something you enjoy that evolves you with people, that will help you gain confidence. Once you gain confidence, all you have to do is just start practicing your social skills by just saying hello to someone you don't know even to wearing something that makes you stand out in a group. Don't follow the river as the river is boring as -blam!-, branch off from the river, go down the stream and if you work hard enough, create your own river.