totally agree with all of this. makes it seem like this is a job just to please others. I aint no performing monkey who says how high when I get told to jump. me and spartan always notice gomez missing out due to this. I jumped on crota with you lot today just so we could do something different and destroyers was having a good old chat quickly and he admited that team wasnt one to pass golgaroth let alone sisters and all he cared mainly for was just challenege because he knows he hasnt got the time to fullfil his weekly needs. least he seemed more chilled admitting that to himself today. ive jumped on a few times where I see you lot raiding, I join the party just to chill and see how its going. I k ow we all want ot done, we also try our best to help get it done even if its to set a raid up on the weekend. I hate how I get shit loot when its not a challenge but I do it hoping I get a 320... rarely do but I cant give up trying because thats what we do, we grind and get what we can get... sometimes we dont always get it done, get over it... I missed iron banner as well as 2 weeks of destiny bit I dont care?! its just a game. this is just me getting tired of the same weekly bullshit seeing the same usual people hope on us and also not adapt.. im still working on my true skill and still progress stronger within myself, just because I can do everything dont mean I cant get better at it... whats the point in playing if we wont progress?! I guess I dont have the patience for this no more. maybe because im watching the foreteams getting smaller or less people are joing us on what we do because they dont get involved such as taichi, decosia still gets left out but he dont know his zboz live password to join TP, gomez sotting out... we need to also start getting others in the clan and show them what we can do such as tonight... we took your brother throuth the raid, 290 light hard raid. Mark knows the bosses but never done golgaroth or oryx but he did it first try because we led him to what he needed to know and he done a better job than what we all done back in the day, he may have active friends to bring iver to the clan to become bigger, we wont get bigger if we cant lead a raid let alone a fireteam to failure!! people will see your name and remember you giving up and pulling out of your fireteam, I wont jump in your checkpoint to finish your shit because you gave up with people. just find some other on the companion or friends list and show them what taken pirates can do. jay has rep for trials with his friends as well as raids, same for me, twisy and spartan.. we dont ask them to trust us.. we show them we can be trusted to carry ourselfs with what we do best! take this rant as a lesson and show us your worthy of showing the game who we are! We aint just anybody, we're the taken pirates and we're here to show them what we are made off.. now show me what u your all made off!