Don't let that stop you,most are willing to help and show how to do it.Everyone dies and does stupid crap all the time in raids.It happens and never will stop being that way.A understanding group will not care and offer suggestions to help.The more times you run it the better you will get,that is the only way. You can watch video's but really don't take what you see as the way that works for you,will help so you know what to expect.I went into VoG totally blind with a team that was teaching me,made for a great experience and it only took 2.5 hours(normal with a lot of wipes to show multiple methods and of course me dying a lot at the wrong times).

I don't have 2.5 hours to spare to attempt it. Simply don't have the luxury of that amount of time so unless it's something that I can do comfortably in an hour there's no point in doing it.

dude if you're on one I can help. We can take the raid a piece at a time to fit in your schedule. Raiding is a great experience and imo the best part of destiny. So if you have a one add me(gt is the same).

I'm on ps4 but thanks for the offer. I have a couple of people who say they will help so if I ever have the time I will think about it