[quote]Ok, i have always been dumb and blablabla, (bad stuff) and now i dont know what to do. I have been depressed for a few years now and i dont know what to do. I have skipt school cuz i am so dumb, i did try but i suck anyway. What am i going to do? People dont think i am depressed because i can always put a smile on my face, i want hugs, many of them! I have been drinking to mutch but i have stopt, and only that took mutch of my power. I am probably going to get banned for this but how cares? Luv otilia <3 Edit: no trolling.[/quote] U got to keep pushing. I grew up in the projects in the south bronx. Drugs. Shootings constantly. Was mentally and physically abused as a child. First childhood trauma I watched my mom pass away from a heart attack at 4yrs old. Never seen my father. Didn't fall in the statistics. U HAVE TO WANT IT FOR YOURSELF TO ACHIEVE. don't let people or situations bring u down. REMEMBER GOD DOESN'T GIVE US ANYTHING WE CAN'T HANDLE.