Why am I doing this? To hit 310 or 320 light. Why do I want to hit 310 or 320 light? So I can do better in the raid, trials, and iron banner. Wait, I don't even play trials or banner anymore, I'm doing it just for the raid? I guess so... Why am I grinding forever to get Touch of malice? To do better in the raid. Why do I even do the raid anymore? So I can do it again, but better...