You never realize so happy you are to be alive once you’ve stroked death. I was walking through my kitchen while my brother was playing NBA 2K18. I heard some [b]C R I N G E[/b] dialogue, and thought “Hey, it would be funny if I picked up a knife and pretended to stab myself.” So I did, no one laughed, and I looked down. If I had moved my hand so much as an inch closer to my body, I probably would’ve committed suicide. I didn’t think much about it until I went to my bedroom. I thought about all of the outcomes and slightly panicked, but I’m OK now. I hope now more than ever that suicide never crosses anyone’s mind ever again. God will decide when it’s time for you to go. He has a plan for you. Don’t -blam!- it up.