Dude wear whatever emblem you want, who the hell cares what others think. You like the emblem, wear it. Anyone who tells you otherwise needs to get off their high horse and get over it. It's a game and some people need to realize that. It's honestly toxic how this community is when it comes to this kind of thing. If someone isn't the greatest in trials or crucible in general, they should not be criticized because that person might just carry you through a raid.