At last. After almost a year of playing. After months of trying, learning, getting frustrating, being tired and get's ass kicked - I got it. REVOKER, REDRIX’S BROADSWORD earlier and now LUNA'S HOWL and RECLUSE are mine. I, (let's be honest) casual player, father of two, with not so much time for play as I want to, climbed up to Fabled in crucible - without season pass (and weapons like Last Word, Beloved, Austringer or Hammerhead), without one-man-army friends or clan focused on PVP. After months and months of learning, how to be better in competitive I proove myself that I'm not that old ;) To do that, I had to learn to use sniper rifle, which I hated in past. But I near to love right now ;) I'm know that I'm far from the best. I'm probably even not in top of average, but... man, it's so satisfying to know, that you have some chance to kill players better than you. And do this in one, nice shot. Why it's important? Cause it was necessary if you want to compete with players better than you. To celebrate this moment, I've made short video with some of my "actions" (It's first video I've ever made), from past two-three weeks. Thanks for every player who helped me climb this mountain and every foe, that makes me better. More than 19000 killed guardians in crucible. 1,37 - function of kills plus assists, divided by deaths. 140 wins in competitive in all seasons. 20 gold medals. I can rest a little from this game now and see what Bungie can fix/improve with Shadowkeep (better matchmaking, better respawn modell, etc.). Cya in crucible maybe. And wish you all, who aren't pro-players, but still want to prove something to yourselves, luck to get at point I'm right now - it's satisfying as hell...