That you can't even get yourself to play video games. What seemed like an outlet isn't anymore? I used to love playing Destiny and chatting with friends but now I can't even turn on my PS4 anymore. Let alone be alone in my room because it's so depressing
Edit: preparing myself for the trolls and off topic warriors
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1 RespuestaThis thread is exactly how I've been the past couple weeks. I can't bring myself to play games other than Rocket League. Even Planetside 2, a game I've played addictively for many months, I just don't ever feel like playing it.
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Depression is a sympom of the entitled.
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Lately I've been depressed and I make myself play video games to make myself feel batter because my girlfriend might break up with me, I just started school, and my mom has cancer. But I like to help people that are sad.
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2 RespuestasI've been depressed for about a month now because in the back of my mind, I keep thinking about how soon I could leave my daughter...having an almost incurable disease sucks...
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So many special snowflakes in this thread...
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4 RespuestasI've been fighting with depression now for as long as I can remember. It's hard, it really is. Putting on this brave face, everyone looks at you as the friendliest and most outgoing person and in reality... I'm -blam!-ing dying inside. Like I'm not suicidal but I just so badly want to die, I want to leave. I go somewhere to be alone and I break down crying, I won't eat, drink or sleep. I talk and rave to myself when there's nothing to even be upset about. I pace about cursing to myself, questioning everything in my life that has lead me to this point. It's a horrible state of mind to be in. I'm OCD, I HATE change, I'm incredibly indecisive, I get stressed real easily, nervousness, anxiety all of it. I'm not even alive really. Yet I've managed to fool most of the people I surround myself with. I know I need help, I'm thinking of starting to see someone again. I wish I could tell you things get better, but I don't even know myself. Just hang in there and keep a brave face on. Also find someone you can confide in, I vent to my mom about some of the smaller stuff. I still keep a lot of stuff to myself though. I'm in a depressive mood right now, the only reason I posted was to kind of get it off my chest. A lot of change going on and I just can't handle it. I'm always second guessing, always putting myself down. Get well soon
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2 RespuestasI've been depressed for about a year now, considered killing myself a few times already. My life is pointless.
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3 Respuestas“The person who completes suicide, dies once. Those left behind die a thousand deaths, trying to relive those terrible moments and understand … Why?”
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Try the army that shit gets u depressed
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Yeah. It gets boring being by myself for a long time.
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Nope not at all
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Love you :)
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Not depressed but to burnt out yes
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Spend all the time you can with your family. Tell them how you feel, and they will help you. Avoid being alone. You can get through this m8.
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2 RespuestasI'm there right now and feeling suicidal.
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Editado por technoguy1754312: 8/16/2015 4:26:39 PMI was once pushed to the point from where. Things just never felt the same I was joyful happy. But now from a permanent repeating memory. Of how much mistreated I got as a kid in school growing I just build up hate. Over time I tryed to set aside the past but its always coming back. I guess all I can say is always stay strong and relax yourself. It help
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2 RespuestasA word of advice from a man who has endured what would drive most people to insanity: You have my utmost sympathy and understanding. Find your friends carefully, for one day, the people who you want keep company with could be all you have left.
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A word of advice from a man who has endured what would drive most people to insanity: You have my utmost sympathy and understanding. Find your friends carefully, for one day, the people who you keep company with could be all you have left.
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I have felt like this, but you needs to force yourself to have a positive outlook on the future; we're all gonna die soon, so live it up while you can.
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Editado por hellgunner117: 8/16/2015 1:31:05 PMIndeed I have, starting at around 7th grade, I started realizing my mood/motivation changing. I was never the outgoing/talkative type, but even this felt worse, no matter what I did, or who I talked to, it got worse and worse. I'd go to school, talking to no one, only listening to my music, eventually going home to my room where I would just sleep. I did play Xbox, but not for long, it was mainly used for YouTube and pandora. Lasting until sophomore year where my crush for SO many years starting taking a liking to me and we started dating. The happiest I could be, I felt like nothing could bring me down, I was on top of the world.. Right? Wrong, 3 months later, she broke up with me because she got bored of me later telling me she only dated me so I'd become happier and not so sad, that literally broke me. After that, I began to cut, it wasn't the few deep ones I went for, as much as I wanted to cover my arms in scars, I hated having bare arms, anywhere that was bare, I wanted covered up in scars. I had emotional fits, random breakouts of tears and sorrow. This all lasted until December of junior year, I had a girlfriend at the time who live 1 and a half hour away from me, she convinced me to tell my dad to take me to counseling, and my family doctor. I got prescribed pills and my counselor was useless and just bothersome. 300 dollars later, I quit counseling and the pills made things worse, this was the point where I thought I was gonna end it and never have to deal with this stuff again. But as I kept going, as I kept pushing on through my hell, I realized that the people I thought I didn't have, were actually there. I changed my outlook, I changed my living environment, I realized my source of problems and I took myself far away from them as I possible could. After that, everything started falling in place. I soon got better, my attitude changed and my overall moods became.. Calmer in a sense, now I do have my moments of feeling down, but they never last. My attitude now might not be the best where frankly my attitude consists of not giving a -blam!- about anything because everything that happened pretty much -blam!-ed me, but at least I'm not the depressed kid I was a year ago. Keep going man, things will get better, you might not think they will, but trust me, it will and I have high hopes for you.
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1 RespuestaLook mate, it can get hard. Times can be shit. I know because I've gone through it all. Hell I still self harm today.. Things'll get better eventually dude. Just watch some anime, listen to music, do whatever you can to just get your mind off of things. If you ever need to talk you can kik me here: shatteredxskies
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I have, and I'm not as deep in as I was before. You ever need somebody to talk to, I'm right here.
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Don't worry about a thing. Cuz every little thing is going to be alright.
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1 RespuestaIf you don't play on your ps4 anymore can I have it?
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I dont even see a point in waking up anymore tho. Been bored all summer