Youre trying to play an alien game with a bug race i fail to see the games issue. Some things in the world werent made for everyone to enjoy. Im terrible at pvp and thus i cant get flawless in trials very often if at all and im not in the forums asking bungie to make it easier for me. It might just be the right move to find a new game. Dont walk into a landfill and ask why it smells like trash? I would honestly be suprised if anything comes from bungies reply to this post with everything else they have going on. Not here to be against people with the phobia just trying to be realistic ig