I'm fûcking miserable. I hate my life. I hate getting up every morning. I hate my job and my college. I don't really enjoy anything anymore. I just feel like I'm drowning in darkness. I just feel like giving up on everything. I have no idea what I want to do with my life and feel like the world would be better off if I never existed. I'm tired of feeling this way, so I'm looking for any self help tips any of you might have. UPDATE 2 Just got back from the doctor. I have anxiety and depression. I'm starting medication soon so hopefully I'll get better.