I'll keep my opinion out of this but if you are looking for serious life advice that will actually benefit you; [b]Don't turn to forums for it. [/b] Keeping my opinion of religion out of this I think if you feel bad about this you should talk to someone close to you about this problem seeing as you said all your friends are Christian. However think logically, it is dangerous to get too hung up in the stories of the bible and miss the underlying messages so my advice would be look not to look at the bullcrap and to see what you are actually being taught and make a decision based on if your religion is making you the person you want to be.