The reason I get screwed in Destiny, is that I screw up too much, and I easily get flustered when I make a mistake. I've had some VERY good games, and thankfully I focus more on my individual performance when I play solo. I use my teammates as bait to get more kills, and I don't worry about how they are doing in that aspect.
Another part of it is simply not having anyone to play with. It gets boring and frustrating playing on your own.
However, there is a part of me that has potential. In any FPS I've played since MW2, I've had moments where I just become... a machine. I don't think, I vaguely even pay attention... I just play. By the time the game ends, we've won, and I somehow hauled in 30, even 40 kills. I don't even remember... I just look at the screen in shock... "Wow, I did THAT?"
I only wish I could tap that potential more often, almost having a switch to turn my brain off. Maybe then I could have gameplays like these more often (There is a third I decided to upload recently, but it hasn't shown up on my YT yet):
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l5dYsZXYdXA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BYG4LolFV3Q
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JDU67fqS1Ks
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Anyone out there?
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That first video you had guys running directly at you not firing or trying to avoid your shots at all. Also the sniper you went up against would have taken your head off 3 times before you fired if he was good. I get matched against a lot of guys that can spot you, switch to sniper, take aim and then shoot all within the blink of an eye and land the headshot. Not trying to take anything away from you but sometimes you just go up against players that are much better than you are. This new match making or whatever it is has not been kind to me at all. I get destroyed 80% of the time in PvP these days.
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Finally got the third game uploaded. Now, I've had other decent games besides these; not sure if I still have that Rumble match from before, but that one was me playing to one area of the map, and would probably be boring to watch. What I am trying to find is the "zen" that I fall into when I have games like this. That moment where it's just me, and the game. I'm there, taking people's heads off , and not even paying much attention to my deaths, much less becoming irritated by them.