Throughout my life I've just skated by, nothing bothered me and everything just seemed like rain that would slide right off me. The problem with that is the fact that everything did slide right off me, every emotion, every care, every success and every failure; all just slid right by me. My "I don't know" was mistaken for "I don't care" my depression hid itself from me and others disguised as laziness. Soon enough it ate away at me, revealing itself to me alone and forced a fake smile to my face and a fake happiness in my voice. Through the years I managed to fool myself into thinking I truly was happy, and my smile was real. Unfortunately depression has a sick humor and enjoys slamming your soul to a pulp. At this point I'm just a shell, of a quiet kid who never was, never is, and never will be anything. This note cannot hold water to all the thoughts in my mind but simply a way for me to express some of it. This isn't a goodbye to the forums or a goodbye to my family. This is, in short, a goodbye to the world of which I never saw, never lived, never experienced.
[spoiler]unfortunately I will not be in the position to do a backflip, sorry to disappoint even from my eternal sleep[/spoiler]
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Bungie does not condone discussion of suicide on the forums of Bungie.net. Life is precious, and Suicide is a serious issue to be handled by licensed professionals. Please call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-TALK (8255).
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Don't let the door hit you on the way out lel
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I smell ninjas in this thread. Show yourself or be banished to the 7th realm.
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Omg guys he hasn't responded 2 anyone!![spoiler]#spooked[/spoiler]
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Dude, I know what your going through I've been there myself, it's moments like these that you can very quickly change your outcome on life, peace and one love
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Holy shit.... Dude don't do it. Everything has a reason for happening. We just don't know it. Don't end it man. Your life has only just begun [spoiler]you said you were a kid at one point so I assume your a teen[/spoiler]
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Suicide is stupid but posting your suicide note in the bungie forums? XD really?! I call bull on this one. I'm fairly certain this is a copy paste from something else.
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I bet if you made a quest to catch all the pokemon it would turn things around
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Edited by KrotasDanKUSH: 10/23/2014 4:48:18 PMHey man. Depression sucks, I've been there, But really sucks the most, is watching someone you love be depressed & kill themself. Don't commit* suicide.
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DONT KILL YOURSELF.
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Is this serious or are you just [i]fishing[/i] for attention? (cause his avatar is a fish) No but for real, not having a reason to live is no reason to die. Life is pretty much pointless, so you might as well have fun while you're here.
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Dude, it will [i]always[/i] get better. Hang in there, and try to make life better for yourself if you're unhappy.
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And just saw a wild pidgey
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Now I caught a gastly
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I just caught pikachu
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Probably not the best thing to write your suicide note on a gaming forum
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Please don't commit suicide. If you want to talk to someone about your depression, feel free to shoot a PM my way. I don't know how much I can help, but I'm here to listen. Sometimes it's nice to talk to someone that isn't a part of your life.
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It sounds like you suffer from clinical depression.
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It's like you perfectly described my 22 years of life. That feeling. I know it.
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Please, do not let this be a joke... If you're thinking about doing something to harm yourself or end your life DO NOT DO IT! Please seek immediate help or talk to a relative or a friend! You do not have to go through this alone and I'm sure (regardless of what you may say) someone cares about you and will listen. You can change your life if you put effort into it and really want to change. Not to sound cold, but you say you don't care, but here you are posting on a forum announcing your good-byes to the world, you obviously want help or someone to talk to or you wouldn't have posted in the first place. If you truly feel like ending your life will solve all your problems, please just think about the problems it'll cause to the people who care about you. Think of the void in their lives that you'll create with your absence.
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If this isn't a joke, PM me and we can talk things over.
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How poetic. I think I died inside a little.
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well..my heart just broke a little
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Then make your own world.
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Poetic