Through D1 and D2 I can, quite literally, count my raid completions on the fingers of one hand.
The more mechanic heavy they’ve become then the less I feel able to complete them and enjoy the experience.
I’m Autistic and have ADHD. Several people telling me what do, in my ear ?- not helpful. Attention span of a Gnat ?- not helpful. Worrying I’ll screw up and spoil your experience ?- 100% of the time.
My clan raid several times a week. I’ve been told they’ll get me through; that their patience is boundless.
But, is mine ?.
Try as I might, I don’t want to screw up. I find that the more I try then the worse I get and nothing makes me feel worse than dragging others down when everyone else has a zillion completions and finds the part I’m stuck on, really simple.
I’ve watched guides- didn’t help. I’ve read guides- didn’t help.
I just find them really intimidating.
Just me ?
I just hate being in large chat groups having to follow instructions, listen for call outs, yell out symbol names etc. it’s just not fun. Too many mechanics.
I’ve done Leviathan and EoW and up to the boss on SoS. First encounter done on Last Wish.
I just don’t find raids fun with the mechanics and wipe tokens.