Hello.
I am dealing with major Depression.
I've gotten to the point where I can't even convince myself to go to a therapist or a doctor because I fear they will make my situation worse.
I feel guilty when I recieve help.
And what makes it worse is that, I'm a high-end introvert, so I can't even talk to others face to face about it.
I'm literally cutting myself, to ease Depression, relieve Anxiety and Stress, but it makes me more Paranoid.
I don't know what to do.
So that begs the question:
What do I do?
[i]Please help me.[/i]
Try and get some help. Just know you aren't alone. I've been losing a [i]lot[/i] of weight recently. I started to notice I was losing weight at around 144lbs, which is still underweight for me (20y/o, 5'9, medium build), and I've lost nearly 20lbs in the past six weeks or so, taking me down to 125lbs. Because of it, I've been having frequent dizzy spells, and even occasionally fainting (fainted at work the other day, that was fun). Depression has affected me mentally and physically, it affects my work life and college as well. Because of this, I finally decided it's time to try help again. I know it isn't a fun idea to be toying with, but you and I both know we need it