I'm torn. I have never been and each week i chip away....slowly getting better. Good some weeks, poo others. If ever a bro needed a carry it's this bro. I have even followed 'twitchers' with intent to get carried but have never gone through with it... On some level i want to get their on my own, with my circle of trials scrub friends. The one's that have raged, laughed, chilled, clutched, drank too much and dare I say improved with. The one's that have never raged at anyone's errors but have given nothing but encouragement and props, the one's that lift the morale after getting stomped during the silent exhales and sighs while flying back, yet again to the reef. The one's that get excited for your good drops, good plays. The one's that send random mid week msgs excited to go again...that's who i want to go to the lighthouse with. So I'm confused... yes I'd like to play with people better than I am and get some help but I'd much rather that be a friend or a member of our clan than some random streamer bro. Yes it hurts sometimes when you basically have two guys covered and the third is a pvp god...but that's trials, I guess. [spoiler]i am scrub but love trials and will probably never get to the lighthouse...[/spoiler] Good luck guardians!