I have the proper tool, and my honour is crumpled and lying in the corner. So, I am compelled to go the way of the noble samurai... Who when dishonoured would hang themselves from a fluorescent light... Or run themselves through with their own shoto, should no fluorescent light be available. I dunno why I'm bitching to you, but I just want you to know... I love you as brothers. Funny enough, I grew up without any brothers, and a single full blood sister. Now I have two half sisters, and three half brothers. I'm not so lonely anymore, but there's a strange solidarity to learning you have been the only of your blood all your life. An agreement between body and mind, if you will. The paternity papers confirm what I have feared for some time... My father is dead. The man who raised me has seized this opportunity to disown me, as he has wanted to do, but could not bring himself to for his family's honour. The man I was named for is not my grandfather, but only another ghost that I cannot defend myself to. I cannot prove to him that I am worthy of his name, now that I cannot claim it by right of birth. In a way I don't want to. My father died fifteen years ago of a drug overdose. He left behind a daughter he deferred to be raised by her mother, and the little blonde boy he had watched over since birth, the older of the two children. I always wondered why he would rather watch over me then his own daughter, or why he treated my like I was his own son, and not just his nephew. He wanted to name me Calvin, for John Calvin. So now... Now I assume that mantle. I thrust into the gut of Michael the shoto of Calvin. And he is dead, and I rise from his ashes. TL;DR I have just undergone a major identity crisis, due to receiving the results of a paternity test and being promptly thereafter disowned by my "father". I was named for his father, and now that he is not my grandfather, I need a new name, so I have taken the name my true father wanted to give me, Calvin, and I will take his last name as well, and I need a new middle name. TL;DR TL;DR Suggest middle names.