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2/14/2026 1:39:03 PM
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I give up. I‘m so tired

Destiny 2 is a really great game. It helps me a lot to manage my loneliness. But honestly, Destiny 2 is the first game I've had constant problems with. I never had any issues with the PS1, PS2, PS3, or PS4 until I started playing Destiny 2. I've been trying to fix the problems since August 2025, but nothing helps. I'm giving up; I can't go on anymore. I'm so tired. I've lost everything in my life, a thousand times over. I lost my normal life even before I was born. My father was an alcoholic and abused his wife and children. I am one of those children. Because of the abuse, I wasn't born healthy. My genitals weren't in the right place, and neither were my ears or eyes. It took several years to correct that. Because of it, I was constantly teased at school and in my personal life. I was also labeled a problem child because I have ADHD and dyslexia, not to mention my traumas. (When I was eight years old, I witnessed my father standing at my mother's throat with a bread measure.) Because of all this misery, I ended up on the street at 15 and was homeless. I had to trade my childhood for an adult life I wasn't ready for. I had to fight for years to get a normal life. But it didn't work out, because I lost my home four more times and was homeless again. In 2015, I got tested and it turned out I have ADHD, dyslexia, PTSD, etc. I got off my couch and flushed all my drugs down the toilet. From then on, things finally started to slowly improve. In 2016, I began my reintegration into the job market. Unfortunately, that also went wrong, and in the end I was left empty-handed again. I wasn't supposed to receive €11,000, but I never did. But that didn't matter; I got back up and kept going. In 2019, I finally got a decent job in logistics at DocMorris. That was the very first time I was finally allowed to be myself. And it really took off. I moved from one department to another because I kept improving. I was even allowed to start an apprenticeship, which I completed perfectly. After that, I even landed in the most difficult department, and through a good move, I was even promoted to department head. I worked there for 5.5 years and unfortunately lost that job too. And why did I lose that job? My team leader was a toxic, selfish, and arrogant narcissist, and he never accepted me for who I am. In his eyes, I was a weakling. Last June, I lost my dream job because I lived for my job. I'm 43 now, and for only 5.5 years of my life have I had a somewhat better life. Since 2008, I've been alone and lonely, and no matter what I try, I can't get my loneliness under control. Then I discovered Destiny 2. That helped me quite a bit, and my loneliness lessened because I'm now in a clan and finally have more contact with others. But now even my PlayStation 4's hard drive is broken. Yesterday and today, I got a blue screen saying there was some kind of add-on defect. Yesterday, I deleted the game and reinstalled it. Today, the same thing happened again. After that, I turned my PlayStation off and on again, and then I got a message saying that the PlayStation couldn't start because it couldn't access the system software. Because of losing my job, I'm not doing well financially at the moment. I have about €2,500 in debt and can't afford anything new right now. I won't give up on the game, though, because I love Destiny 2, especially since I identify with a Guardian. I used to get teased a lot, and now I stand up for others whenever possible and always help people in Nood and those who can't help themselves. But I won't ask for a solution anymore because I'm completely broken mentally. The only thing I'll probably do is apologize for my rudeness. If any of your wonderful employees felt offended, I sincerely apologize. It was never my intention to attack or insult anyone. It will probably be a while before I have the chance to play Destiny 2 again. I'm so tired. I wish the entire Bungie team and all Guardians good health and hope you're all doing well. I hope I can be a part of Destiny 2 again soon. Best regards, Guardian Soulreaver
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