[quote]My 15 year old nephew Scotty took his life on Christmas eve. My life is shattered. I dont know where to go. I considered him my little brother, I was 10 when he was born. He loved to play destiny w me. Anybody have any advice in a situation like this? Tired but cant sleep. Breathing but suffocating. This pain is unimaginable. Does this ever get better?[/quote] Hey man, I'm sorry to read this. My wife took her own life after struggling with alcoholism for her entire life. The pain hits less as time goes on, and you'll be able to remember the good times without wanting to cry after a while, but the hurt never fully goes away. My father also passed away New Years Eve, 2 years ago. After a bad fall that really messed him up Christmas morning..., he was elderly and falls aren't good for elderly people 😞