1. Please do not use that term. It is demeaning. Not only to you but to those who are fighting cancer or have lost loved ones to It. 2. Everyone is good at something. That you are criticising yourself is part of the problem. You need to find out what you are good at. We are all individuals with different play styles. We are all weak at something but have strengths as well. I am not a strong fps player. I am just OK on a good day with tech but... I am good playing as a sniper in a fps (even played at competitive level) not this quick scope from 10m away but real long distance. I am also a good driver and pilot in games. I learned this by playing different games in different ways. In real life I have done things and found out I'm rubbish at them but along the way I found what I am good at and enjoy (helping on these forums being one of). Your problem is not that you are rubbish it is that you have not found your path. Ignore those who talk about metas and such. Start trying out different things. You will (like everyone else) be rubbish at some things or with certain character classes and loadouts. You will be OK at others. Then you will find something... and you will find your strengths and how to use them.

I thought this was going to be about naming our astrological signs at first. I honestly think that if you have to carry a lot its better than being one of the people that don't because those people get wet popcorn shot registration. I'm not being expected to carry much this season, but I know what that's like. It really does seem like a pretty bad setup for everyone involved. Even when I'm on the opposite team and we win its obvious what was going on on the other team. Hopefully there's an alternative one day...